pain inside me....................

I wish i could get rid of the pain
It is eating me inside out
It is like a cancer spreading
I wish i could leave this place
I feel so trapped
I feel like I am in a Asylum
I cant escape this Pain

Deep darkness settling in
You can’t see the pain I feel
On the outside Im just the same
While on the inside is crippling pain.

This pain that eats me inside
The guilt that builds up
I wish I could escape the darkness
This pain inside me eats me alive
Im slowly losing all control
Losing all my senses
Im screaming
The pain is killing me slowly
It is like being tortured
Just end my misery
Let me into the light
Please end it all